Oh look, no kissing here! We must have just finished. 😉
This birthday will be,
(Just wait and see)
The start of more magic
Between you and me.
The years full of shine,
Laughs flowing like wine,
And sharing and caring;
Your life spent with mine.
So sit back my dear,
More joy comes this year.
I’m glad we’re together.
And I love that you’re here.
I like knowing that you missed me last night.
When I think of the way that I love you, one of the first things that happens to me is I get this little jolt of adrenaline. At least that’s what it feels like. It’s not quite on my heart where the nervousness hits it’s kind of halfway between my heart in my stomach, like it’s somewhere between excitement and nervousness. This still happens almost every time I think about you even though we’ve been together for almost a year now. I guess emotionally it’s the same way for me to some extent. Because I feel like I bounce between elation and fear a lot of the time when I think about you and the way that I love you. I feel like I go from feeling like the most amazing man in the world to feeling horrible or sometimes even feeling bitter. I’ve open my heart to you, and your moods and your actions have a tremendous sway over me.
When I’m near you in the mood is right I feel a joy that’s almost like something you can touch in the air. It smells and tastes sweet to me and it’s joy like none like I have ever felt. I felt like that a lot on the night we went to see those fights. When we were sitting at the Phoenix having dinner and listening to music and I could look across the table, see your face smiling at me in the candlelight, as you slowly sway back and forth to the music… It was magical. It’s a joy so powerful that I crave it, and it drives me just a little crazy. 🙂 I know that if I could build a life with you with experiences like that, and moments like that strung out day after day, I can’t imagine ever being man on this planet that could be happier than me.
When I’m around you like I have been this week though, it’s like there’s this container of joy inside of me that gets overfilled every time I see you. It almost makes me feel giddy. The thought of you and the remembrances of being close to you, the memory of the smell and touch of your skin, the way you smile at me… They all keep me going and keep me longing for you when you’re not close enough for me to reach out and touch. I don’t just think about you a few times a day, I think about you all the time. I see things as I go through the day that remind me of you, and whenever my mind starts to wander inevitably my thoughts return to you.
I’ve also told you before that you inspire me, and I mean that very sincerely. Not only do you make me want to be a better person because of the way that you live your life, you also make me feel as though it truly is possible for me to become that better person. You hold yourself to a very high standards, and you make it seem very natural that I should too. It’s a prospect that not only scares me a little, it’s one that excites me with a possibility of being a greater person, a better human being, and having a brighter tomorrow.
Do you know what I’m about to do
of course you don’t my sweet
so many tools at my disposal
await your little treat
On hands and knees upon the bed
with trepidation wait
my carnal thoughts you will fulfill
and lustful hunger sate
No binding on your hands or feet
I’ll give you what you seek
a zip tie crisp across your ass
a feather brush your cheek
With blindfold tight you cannot see
just what I have in store
fingers trace across your lips
you whisper you want more
I tell you “not a single word”
the zip tie cracks and burns
you revel in this little game
but for my touch you yearn
You feel the pain, a little slap
of plastic on your folds
wetness dripping down your legs
“Do not cum”, I scold
Nipples feel my feather dance
the zip tie contradicts
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