Missing You

Your touch I miss the most of all
gentle, calming nerves enthrall
now when I try to pull you near
whisper “I love you” in your ear
my arms draw air, empty embrace
as molten tears sear down my face
gentle words I speak to you
of joy in finding love so true
you cannot hear my longing plea
can’t find the voice to answer me
I watch you sobbing in your sleep
once more the tears begin to seep
I wish to comfort your despair
your tortured soul I would repair
but nothing that I try will halt
the sadness that your heart assaults
it breaks my heart to see you hurt
I wish to the past we could revert
where hand in hand we met the world
in joy and love our days unfurled
sadly those days have come to end
in time your broken heart will mend
so I sit helpless, wailful of your pain
convulsing in sorrow, crying in vain
I wish to hold you, comfort your fear
push back your hair, kiss dry the tear
but I can’t help you, stay your cry
who was to know that I would die

Feelings

From my window, I stare at the clouds
trying to spot the various shapes I always find,
But all I see is your face
Your lovely picture on my mind.

Sometimes when I picture you,
In my arms being held close
is where I want you to be,
But this can never happen, as of now
you don’t feel this way yet for me

I’m ok with that; I’m patient because I know that
“Good things come to those who wait”,
Eventually we’ll be there and your heart I will elate.
It’s great to talk to you especially when I feeling so much lust,
But I know it won’t always be that way,
Neither can I tell you how I feel to much because I like it
and always want that feeling to stay.

Maybe turn into more than lust maybe even love
But that is definitely in the future
I’ll have so much to pour upon you and adorn
you with that it will be so comforting, relaxing,
and just plain wonderful,
You say where have you been all my life, I think we
make the perfect couple.

You will always be there for me
But now no more than a friend
And when I talk with you, changing of the
Subject when I bring up more of a relationship, is
What you tend.
I understand why that is. It’s better to take things slow
A day at a time
That way what develops is

When you were comforting me,
I remember, one sad night,
You touched me for the first time,
Touched my shoulders, really light.

When I found out that you liked me,
The heaven seemed to be on earth,
I waited for such a long time,
I was gifted with a day of mirth.

When you were kissing me,
Whom were you thinking about?
You were killing me inside,
But I didn’t bring the pain out.

And after walking with you so long,
Today, you throw our friendship away,
I feel so hurt and lonely,
But, you don’t feel this way

“Why Are These Feelings Here”

“Why Are These Feelings Here?”

Why are these feelings here?
Even when you are no where near.
I can see your face in every place,
which starts my heart to race.

Do I scare you or make you want to run away; thinking back to
the last time we did meet,
I started out by telling you how you make me feel whole and even complete.

What was love that I once saw has faded from your eyes,
now all I hear is your little white lies and still I become more paralyzed.

When I think of your touch,
I question why do I love you so much?
With loving you so deeply you’ve taken my heart,
I have loved you right from the very start.

Why is it me always waiting for you?
Hoping and trying to make all of our dreams come true.

Instead of seeing what you really are,
my love hangs on because we have come this far.
Yet I know deep down it must end this way; even when my feelings for you are so true
what a shame I am to had to fall in love with you.

My Ending, my closure

Thank you!!! I’m finally free,
I now have the closure that I needed.

I definitely know that I’m no longer in love with you…

Is Love A Crime

 

I have been holding back, waiting for the right moment

Here I am hiding, down in the bushes, my wall

Finally there he stood

 

Strong

Confident

Gorgeous

 

Man those eyes talk to me

Bedroom eyes

Overhead lights come over

 

It’s over

Damn that was good

 

Wake up,

It was just a dream