What do you do when you’re in love with a Narcissist?

My essence longs for him
I love him
My mind longs for him
My energy longs to have him
My body feeds from his touch
My ego feeds from his love
My heart thrives from his love

Damnit, I want him now
Damnit, I crave him now
Damnit, I want to suck him now
Damnit, I want to fuck him now
Damnit, I want to hold him
Damnit, I want to lick him
Damnit, I want him to take me
Damnit, I want him to suck me
Damnit, I want him to fuck me
Damnit, I want him to touch me
Damnit, I want him to talk to me
Damnit, I want him to say I love you
Damnit, I want him to say I want you
Damnit, I want him to say I want you fuck you
Damnit, I want him to say that I want to make love to you
Damnit, I want him to long to hold me
Damnit, I want him to look at me?
Damnit, I want him to touch me?

why is he not holding me?
Shit, why is he not fucking me?
Shit, why is he not making love to me?
Shit, why is he hold touching me?
Shit why is he not wanting me?
Shit, why is he not longing for me?
Shit, why is he not here with me?

Why are we not together?
Oh, I know why!
He’s a cheater!
He’s a liar!
He’s confused about what he wants! A man, or a woman!

Why don’t you know?
I sought to understand.
I don’t understand!

Was it a phase?
Could be a phase!
I never wavered!

I love DICK!
I have tons of women hit on me daily!

I LOVE DICK!
Why don’t you know?
Woman with dicks orgasm as you?
I am stuck on that!
Why did you force me to chose?

I couldn’t process it then!

I am still processing it now!

I am stuck!

I love you still!
I have to release you!
I will release you!
I need to release!
I love you still!

Confused! But moved on!
Shit, why is he not pursing to me?
Shit, why is he not next to me?
Shit, why is he not with me?

He Love Me When!