How Do I Let You Go?

How do I let you go, when all of me loves all of you

I see you deep within your heart

It’s lonely, scared, tender, sweet, joyful and full of love waiting to be shared

You extend your hand

I accept your hand

Vices continue to control you

In spite of what you want to do

I will be the one that got away

But why should that be?

EGO!

Let go of him you damn EGO!

I want him!

Not you!

Let GO of him you damn EGO!

How do I let you go?

I don’t want to let you go

But I must let you go

Distance will make it easy to let go

Come on 8/3

I need healing to come!

I love you

But I will let you go

(mwah)!

How To Trust?

As much as I love you, how can I trust you?
As much as I desire you, how can I trust you?
As much as I long for you, how can I trust you?
As much as I want to be with you, how can I trust you?

I see you, but do you see your actions
I wish you see the actions I see
I wish I see what you see

So much pain from actions and sight
So much denial from actions and sight
So much pain from lack of clarity

What is it?
Help me understand
Is it multiple personalities

Do you know what you are doing?
Is ego a personality disorder?
How does the two differ?

Ego takes hold and controls your every action
When ego is leading, where does your loved ones stand?
How do I contend with ego?

I guess this was fate
We were doomed
Ego, lies, fetishes, chicks with dicks
What is this all about?

When you are in love with someone that loves these
What do you do?
Do you desire me?
How do I hold you?

How to trust you?

Want a kiss, and where to kiss!

May I kiss you?
Who knew what you wanted to do
Man, the taste of your lips
So amazing, that it stays in my memory
Your tongue lightly flicking around my tits
As it circles around my tits, you slide down to my clit
Oh my God, I want you
Do you want me?
All I can say is don’t stop
Please me, don’t you stop
YEESSS is all I can muster
As you lick my labial lips with your tongue
Sliding around and down my body
Gliding inside and out
Over and over again and again
I don’t want you to stop loving me, licking me
Tickling me, exploring me, as you slide your tongue down my clit
I close my eyes and I feel and explore your lips against mine
Feeling your lips back against my lips
You slide your cock inside of me
As you thrust and thrust and thrust again
Your cock just working my pussy
As my pussy tighten around your cock
I slide you out of me and into my mouth
As I suck, lick, and love your cock
The sensation is driving you insane
I repeat
Repeat
Repeat
I climb on top of you and I sway with the motion
Then to back and forth
You love every moment of it as it is written all over your face
Because we are the perfect mates
We have chemistry that is so amazing
That I just squirt all over the place
I ask again, can we do it again?
As you look, I see no words are necessary

I love you! (exhale!)

Where the Fault Lies

I am angry with you for not fighting for me, fighting for us

I am angry with you for saying that I have drama, but not being able to describe what my drama is

I am angry with you for taking my new life with you and the babies away for me

I am angry with you for not acknowledging your fault in our demise

I am angry with you for not putting our relationship ahead of your desire to be right

I am angry with you for not putting us in front of your ego

I am angry with you for asking me to forgive you, but your unwillingness to forgive me

I am angry with you for all the times I forgave you, and you continued to make me wrong

I am angry with you for your fear

I am angry with you because I still love you

I am angry with you because I have not stop loving you

I am angry with you for reaching out to me but only baiting and switching me

I am angry with you for treating me second fiddle

I am angry with you for not being able to say your sorry

I am angry with you for picking your vices over me

I am angry with you for not picking me

I am angry with you for telling me you care about me

I am angry with you for not showing me you love and care for me

I am angry with you for lying to me

I am angry with you for not being with your best friend

I am angry with you for not marrying me, your best friend

I am angry with you for wanting to have more than one

I am angry with you for wanting to compare me to another

I am angry with you for taking another lover

I am angry with you for no longer being in love with me

I am angry with you for not planning to marry me

I am angry with you for not mourning our baby with me

I am angry that we do not have a baby together

I am angry that some things don’t affect you

I am angry with you

I am angry with you because I deeply love you